~Peachy~
memory #1

The most vivid memories seems to be bad memories. One of the most earliest moments I can remember is like when I was 3 or so. It's amazing how it doesn't take someone so young to study to learn how to be disobedient. I remember waking up in the middle of the night trying to take my mom's favorite dessert at the time (peach cobbler). I snuck into the kitchen opened the refrigerator and there it was. However, so was my mom as I must haven't been quiet enough. The main thing here is that. I got caught and I remember it vividly.

~My Early Life~
memory #2

Some of my earliest memories that I can remember... I'm willing to share on a personal level if asked. Especially if it will help the next become successful in their life. I want to see mountains climbed. Regardless of the slips and falls. This is simply because I don't want to degrade anyone involved but myself. This in essence gives individuals in my life the opportunity everyday to look back and see where they may have went wrong and make a mends from it.

Looking back, after being saved by my dad from a heart murmur in my infancy stage, I came up making mistakes that I couldn't explain. The birth of my little brother came. Life went by so quick then. Next thing I know being as young as 4 year old, I remember myself and some of my thought processes. That's the crazy part. Actually remembering my thoughts from so long ago. We all I'm sure look back and wish we could do something different. Me... I'm no different. I remember one major big mistake in those days. That I haven't really talked about till now.
In those days, my parents, my brother and I lived together and we had 2 family dogs.One was named "Goldie" a mixed breed chiwawa and a beautiful black German Shepherd named "Bandit". Life was typical. I went to school, my brother was to young for school and my parents seemed happy. I came home one day, my mom let me outside to play. Then came this stupid idea, to see if Bandit could hold a cinder block on his back. Next thing I know.... I was introduced to death at that young age..... Then my parent's divorce followed.
That day forward I believe I cherished life. But something was still missing.

~Relationships~
memory #3

In the past, I made some ignorant decisions in some relationships I would have considered perfect. I had no stance and I didn't even know what I supported in life. So I stood for whatever others I hung with stood for and that was enough for me. But that wasn't enough for life itself. Those that I considered friends all had different outlooks on things. My family did as well which I discovered many years after my parents divorced. So what was standards in my journey then? I really don't know. Those became troubling for me and made me become more of an introvert.

~Hygiene~
memory #4
Can you believe Jesus helped me with a hygeine issue? It's crazy but true. With all of these issues came an identity issues of who I should be. There was and is traumatics that I still haven't shared that challenged the identity in me that was trying to develop within me through the normal interaction in society and life. This effected my hygeine. I didn't know who I was created to be. So I wasn't inspired to uphold a standard of hygienics.

Various people came and tried to help me with it, but without deliverance from the redundant concepts in my heart and mind that failed to reveal the purpose of my life, hygiene would have never become a common priority of my life. Now.... I represent the one who saved me from my own journey to destruction. Identity in Christ with a means to make up for what should have been, means with the support of Christ things is going to be amplified 1000!!!! Y'all ain't ready for this! You'll see! One step at a time as I discover who I am in Him!

more to come